Two huge events/problems are going consuming most of my thoughts lately.
I'm really stressed out.

and to boot

its entirely possible that my tendency to over think everything has tainted my view of reality.

I just want to rewind all of this or fast forward, either would be cool.

things are good.

minus school being hard and my nerves being rabbit-like.

but thats expected.

So I got a job at Books-A-Million.

I had to go in and read millions of training manuals yesterday.
ummm...torture?
When I left to go on my lunch break, I kind of didn't want to go back.

The people that work there seem....old.

hahhaha

but it should be fun/interesting?

Soooooo

School is starting Monday. I'm not sure where summer went.

In bad news:

I am still unemployed and I never want to work again.
but
I'm broke.
so I have no choice.

In good news:

I have a really funny/cute/smart/amazing boyfriend.
How cool is that?!
(pretty cool.)

In indifferent news:

bread is okay.



P.S I got a 92% on Surrender while playing expert!
This is the highlight of my life.


...yet it's still not that impressive.


which says a lot about my life.



hahaha....ha?

I love the new Rocky Votolato CD.
I'm pretty sure its all I'll be listening to for the next year.


no joke.


Things are going really really really really really well for me this week.
so weird
and confusing
but great.

I am Danielle, the Queen of awkward situations.





hahaha.

Last night was amazingly high-larious.

Being crippled sucks.

and finding an apartment in Orlando is impossible.

Danielle and Daniela name twins 4eva!
...even though Daniela is a jerk and moved to Canada...
<3

So I drove over to see Karina both yesterday and today. She is doing so much better.
I'm so happy all of this is almost over.
I just wish a bird hadn't collided with my windshield on the drive up.
Karina thought it was funny.

I think I may go up on Friday and spend the morning there
I have to work 6-1 that night.
So I'll have to leave at 3 to make it back in time
gah.
I just hate the idea of her being there alone.

chhhhh/0!

I'm so happy I'm taking the weekend off to catch up on things.
I just hope I actually do.
and a toga party?

Anatomy, my worse class, is getting better.
only because now I have someone to take the online quizes with me.
which are timed, seem to be written in a different language and are not affiliated with the information presented in the book at all.


Things with ka just seem to be getting worse.
they are moving her across the state to a long term care facility.
which scares me.
I've started dreading phone calls with her mom because nothing ever changes
unless its for the worst
I miss her

this weekend was wierd/bad
but oddly enough I was in a really good mood though most of it.

including getting pulled over.
gah!
but I just got a warning.

which is a story all in itself.
the cop thought it would be funny to come back to my car and tell me there was a warrent out for my arrest.
and I was like "are you serious?!"

In my mind I'm having an anxiety attack.

he pauses, just glares at me, then says
"NO, I'M JUST KIDDING!!"

wtf?!? Are they allowed to do that?

not funny.

okay, it's kinda funny.

So today I caught myself making race car noises while I drove.
I have never felt so lame in my life.

As for the more important issues, things are slowly getting better, I just hate having to wait so long.

and even if it was gibberish it was still nice to talk.

I hate being so vague but pshhaa its acceptable.

I got a flat tire and thought I was going to die.
and I'm a communist.
it's so wierd not having my best friend to talk to.

crazy new year.

and not in a crazy drunk fun kind of way
in a crazy horrible scary kind of way.

I can't wait until we can all laugh about this.
I hope that comes soon because all this worrying...well it's driving me insane.

pun intended (only for lack of better words)

happy birthday karinananananana!

I love you like the fire of a thousand suns!

it is so nice to be done with school
oh relief.
!

I love the smell of Christmas trees

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